What are your experiences with losing your parent or close loved one?

He's with you always. See I lost my brother in Aug. 07. He committed suicide, he did it in front of our mother and me at a steak house. How horrible huh? There were times I couldn't even talk about it or watch movies with people shooting themselves in the head. Or hearing a song he loved. It was like an ocean, one minute I'm calm, put together. The next minute I'd burst into tears like a wave crashing. You deal with it the best way you can! But he's always with you.