Wheres the love these days? **** this solitary living thing. people need to unite.?

since moving out of home at age 16, i always feel alone. all my friends have boyfriends, and my family are often busy and unavailable, im super caring and funny and would be considered pretty, but dont have any real close friends that i can talk to about anything, or a boyfriend, or family. its making me panic how alone i am and that its never going to end, its been like this for a whole year and im ******* young and have a **** load of personality! but i just go out at night with my friends, go to school, and always come home alone. what can i do diferently?? and please dont tell me to find jesus or take up a hobby like knitting... i want some interaction, some pion, some meaningful relationship in my life. i want honesty, love, and somebody to live life on the edge with, talk about things nobody talks about, be real, and care for. do real people even exist anymore??? everyone is so selfish, and absorbed in their own petty problems and self obsessed schedules.. wheres the ******* love.